so.angry.must.not.explode.
i hate being ignored. intentionally ignored. i understand people are busy. but i know that i am being ignored, treated as if my concerns are the product of an overactive imagination.
so i think i’m probably just being led on. for five months now. i think anyone in their right mind would have thrown in the towel after a couple weeks of this. glutton for punishment, i am.
im just filled with a whole lot of hate and hurt these days. i’ll be glad when that’s over.
need to memorize lines. wah.
going to get some new glasses tomorrow.
celebration tomorrow. friend finally getting the hell out of eliz. city.
work.work.work. the rest of the week. at least that will make it go by quickly.
shopping today with mom. new stuff for dorm :)
she’s so mopey now that she just realized i’m leaving for school soon. i must have been a pleasure to be around for once. imagine that.
hmm…no boyfriend (regardless of who it is) = good, happy relationship with mom. decisions, decisions. guess i’ll always be her little girl.
will be extremely happy once my friends are within my grasp. even if that means i have to go to class again…bleh.
