I think we tried our best. I really mean that. I believe we did what we thought was easiest on us. The truth is it would never have been easy. One moment in time can catapult an entire life in a different direction. And that’s what’s so hard about it. You can’t go back and change a moment in history. It’s there forever. All you can do is take what you know and decide how to move forward from there.
Hindsight is a lot better than 20/20. It’s more like 20/10.
With that said, the past is always left to interpretation by individuals. So maybe it has nothing to do with sight at all, and everything to do with how we process things internally. How we experience the truth and explain it in our own minds so that we can understand it in our own unique way. Or I’m just full of shit, which is usually the conclusion you’ll come to.
I wish you weren’t so hard on me.
I took a bath tonight. Usually I take a bath to relax, forget about things, or mull things over so they’ll become clearer.
Tonight I took a bath just so that I could splash water out of the tub again. It was nice and catastrophic.
